Sunday, February 22, 2009

Rock Bottom?

Well fuck, pardon my language but that is all I can muster at the moment. I get a call from Krys and she tells me her car isn't being sold. I was crushed. Every one of us put all of our emotional eggs in this one basket hoping that it would work out, and then they got smashed. I feel horrible, but a part of me is happy this happened because I want Krys to come stay with me at my parents house so I can have her all to myself. Sorry darling I know you don't want to hear that right now but it would have come out at some point so why not now. Love YOU! :-D
But I want their plans to work out so much more that I am kicking my own ass for even thinking the other way. God, this whole being positive and good things will happen bullshit is a load of bullshit. I am pissed off. They deserve to have this happen to them. Krys has given up everything she had left because she has to do this, Brandon needs this, and David really wants to go on an adventure with his two best friends.

UNIVERSE, I am calling you out. Make this happen for them, open their door. They deserve this and you know it. I will close two of my doors if it means they can have theirs. Take it. Take the offer and make it happen. Please, it's all I have left to offer. 

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